This
morning I arrived at the hospital for the second of three tests to evaluate me
for surgery. The Neuropsych Evaluation lasted three hours, and had various
tasks to assess memory and brain function.
First,
she interviewed me briefly about my life, and then went directly into the tasks
I was to complete. A picture was placed
on the desk, and I recreated the drawing while looking at it, as well as changing
the color of pencil I was drawing with when asked. Later, I drew the drawing
from memory two more times within the span of the evaluation; I had a difficult
time remembering the image I had seen before; I could only draw a few lines and
a couple shapes. I racked my brain to remember the details of the picture. You
could say that it looked that of a child’s drawing.
There
was a facial recognition portion where she flipped through a book where I saw a
collection of faces; I was shown another collection a bit after that. Then, I had
to determine whether or not I recognized the face; I remembered about half of
them, continuing to struggle.
For
about five minutes, I played this game where I had to decide whether it was the
color, the pattern, or the symbols they wanted me to match. I gaged which type
of answer it wanted from me; I am guessing that it was testing how quickly I
was able to distinguish change. This portion wasn’t as hard as the others I was
asked to do.
Then,
I was shown a series of pictures, and was asked to create those pictures with
some small four-sided blocks (like a puzzle). I’m going to be honest here, I
felt like a small child playing with toys. Although the picture was right in
front of me, it took me several minutes to complete each puzzle; it got even
more complex as more blocks and higher-level of difficulty pictures were added.
I
completed other tests such as: word and letter association games, a math
portion (not my strongest suit!), and remembering numbers (backwards and forwards).
I was also asked simple questions, but I still had trouble recalling the
answers.
She
read two different stories with various key details to remember; each story was
read at different times. These were brief stories, but I could only recall a
few details. As a recurring theme in this post, I had a hard time recalling what
I had just seen or heard. It was frustrating because I had never noticed how
bad my short-term memory really is. We always said that “I should have been a
blonde!” but now I know how much my short-term memory affects my life.
Looking
back, we always blamed it on test anxiety, but now it makes so much sense as to
why I have had my weaknesses with things such as: school (having to work
harder), and lack of confidence in wanting to participate in class discussions.
It was really challenging to remember the material for each quiz and test. How
I managed to do as well as I have in school is amazing!
I
can say all I want that I am strong, and that I have done this all on my own,
but I couldn’t have done it without God. He gave me the gifts, discipline and
strength to overcome the disabilities this malformation on my brain has caused.
He has given me peace to get through what I am facing. Since I made the
decision to let Him guide me in this journey, everything has fallen into place
perfectly and I know this is God’s plan!
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